connexion: the selector

I Author My Own Disaster, Part Eight

i see details you’d like everywhere, seattle, wa; august 2008

I am starting to believe that

(+despite my best efforts)

I am reachable.

Download: Sia - Sweet Potato, Butterflies
Buy the Album: Sia - Colour the Small One

No Name Series, vUnknown Part Unknown

i spend whole days like this (waiting for you), seattle, wa; august 2008

The things I imagine but can’t bring up to the surface of my skin:

These are things I know would bind you to me

+in a frightening way,

+a beautiful way,

+in exactly the way.

(you know.)

Download: Chattr - My Favorite Animal is Bees, No Tail-Merge
Buy the Album: Private (But like a perfect voyeur [like me], you can watch.)

You make me speak in tongues

Oh Vitas… you strange, alien creature from the most glorious depths of my most painful ecstasies… I want to devour every last piece of you.

P.S. You are so fucking creepy I might sleep with the lights on tonight.

Download: Vitas - Opera #2,
Buy the Album: Vitas - Vitas

I Author My Own Disaster, Part Seven

again, again; date unknown

I know that it isn’t how it feels.

I know it’s all in my head.

Download: Colleen - The Bowing Song
Buy the Album: Colleen - Mort Aux Vaches

I Author My Own Disaster, Part Six

why i am sometimes unreachable, seattle, wa; 04 august 2008

“Chronic pain is a “biological disruption” which removes one from a state of wellness into the nebulous, devalued periphery of non-participatory society. Further complicating the discomfort of this isolated state of non-being is the lack of clear diagnostic properties for so many types of chronic pain….”–L. Kier, 12/2007

Download: 1/2 - The Ritual, Viscera
Buy the Album: 1/2 - Adrienne. From what I know he has neither a label nor distribution. You can contact him at one-half@pacbell.net.

I Author My Own Disaster, Part Five

artist unknown; date unknown

It’s terrible when we break apart simultaneously and can’t be strong for each other when we most need it.

I realized this, though, after:

+it can only burn like that,

we’re only going to catch scars

++if we’re both that close to the fire. ++

I think that’s something.

(Please do,

please do,

Please Do.)

+++please let me,

please let me,

Please Let Me+++

Download: Björk - The Dull Flame of Desire (Duet with Antony), I See Who You Are (Featuring Min Xiao-Fen)
Buy the Album: Björk - Volta